It is too easy to become desensitised to the killing of these things. Though they look like me, they are different enough that I don't have a knot in my chest when I shoot. I found this when I first shot one. Shooting the men inside or the bloodlusted man in the village hurt me deep in. It is strange because I forgive the Rani more than the people for what they are doing and have done. I guess they are just animals to me now who cannot do any differently...
Failed to find any keys today, which means I'm going to have to go into the area where the dead currently are. Lets just say the smell isn't pretty and I don't want to have to relive another bad day. Day 4 still outweighs it, but at least I don't have visual reminders of it all the time.
I hope you make another day
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