It's been such a long time in my mind that it has been over. I'm by myself now. Well other than the 5 Rani that stumble about nearby. I had to use most of the ammo to dispose of the rest so I could get to him and say my goodbyes... Is dispose the right word?
I've also had ditch most of the weapons as I couldn't physically carry that many. Arguably I am carrying too much now anyway. Two pistols, shotgun, assault rifle, and a disassembled sniper rifle. On top of that I have my survival clothing, primus, food, ammo. Water isn't so important now knowing that I can drink any source and not be infected, or at least as far as I am aware...
The weapons I have left are by the helicopters, so if any of you need them, take them. They are hidden below the one that has one of the leg supports broken off. It's pretty hard to see or get to it without knowing it's there.
Towards the end of the last section of these reports I was starting to wonder if there was any point, and if there were others. With his sacrifice I have been refreshed like a damn webpage. I know people will be alive because others will die to save them. I know there is a point else he would have jumped in the room with me.
There are people from hell too. Yes. But they can capture me all they want. Do unspeakable things like they already have, but in this world, vengeance isn't a cell, it's a weapon; it's death. I don't want to become some God-awful thing like The Punisher but strangely I can see why he was like it. If you think that comment is strange in itself when coming from me, think about it, he wouldn't have been able to cope with me if I didn't have similar interests.
I just don't get how the best time of my life is the time I have spent with him. I guess it doesn't matter now. I'm heading back to Hereford shortly, to try and find someone or something. My family, or hell, even the Dodge or Day 4 guys. Scores to settle as they say.
I will talk in time about how I found him but right now the roads a'callin', can't keep it waiting.
Now I was thinking what my sign off could be. I almost want to have his but I can't dwell; it hasn't been long enough to dwell. So how about:
Another update, shortly.
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